Post 3.01 - The McGarrett Family Home

[gonna_owe_me]

It doesn't come as any kind of surprise to her that she hasn't been able to stop thinking about Steve.

Neither does the fact that those thoughts come with a hefty side-helping of guilt. She should have known those trees were too close to the window. She should have been faster, more alert. Maybe they could have caught him, if she'd been doing the damn job Steve told her to do, if she'd done it the way he thought she could.

No surprise there: like she told him, she's not a bodyguard. She's a long way from basic, or doing anything that isn't in a gym or in front of a computer, and he doesn't blame her, but in some ways that just makes it worse.

So she puts in her request for leave right away, requests the weekend, and it's granted without too many hoops to jump through, but she's got to give up her Friday night and part of Saturday morning, which is fine, too. All she needs is to change, find a pair of shorts and a breezy, teal-colored top that hangs loose off her shoulders. Slides a pair of sandals on, brushes out her hair, washes her face, puts on a little makeup. She skips the gym, but throws running shoes, shorts, and a sports bra into the little bag she packs, along with a swimsuit, before slinging it over a shoulder and hitting the pavement.

The sun is high and hot, and she stops at a food truck, first, grabs two cardboard boxes, steaming with a scent that makes her stomach rumble and curl in on itself, before hailing a cab and sliding into the too-warm, hot polyester scented backseat, and giving the address.

It's been a while since she's been here. Cab rolling off in a faint crunch of gravel, leaving her with the tote over her arm, the food in her hand, looking up at the house with eyes squinting in the sun.

Doris left last night. Right? That gives Steve last evening, all night, and this morning to do his thing, be alone, brood if he wants to, deal with the admittedly ridiculous hand he's been given, and she'd have respected that, even if she didn't have to work, which is why she didn't call or text, just let him be, but it's daylight now, and it's gorgeous out, and there's only so much alone time Steve can really take. No matter what he might think.

Leading her up the path to the door, to knock, adjusting the slippery straps of her shirt, brushing hair out of her eyes as she waits. Rearranging her expression just like she does her makeup, or her clothes, so that when the door opens, she's got nothing there but a smile and the usual pleased light at seeing him.

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[thebesteverseen]

It's been a while. Long enough he did get a lot of things in actually.

A swim, rather in spite of other words, because it's easiest. To clear his head without heading out, and so he can get down the business once he's done with it, and, however irrational it sounds, when nothing at all is missing from this place, so that it, too, hasn't actually been jerked out of his hands. Which slipped in and out, everywhere, like the ocean does. Still there, and still letting him push himself through.

A shower, not any longer than normal. Followed by the shave he didn't get in last night, a pair of jeans, a tight black under shirt and loose, unbuttoned, blue overshirt, with rolled up sleeves, and the shake that it's probably far too close to lunch to be having. But he didn't have lunch and he hasn't yet gotten to the thought of lunch on the list, so it'll work for now. It's better than a beer right after the two bottles of water he downed, and business deserves focus.

The first and second of three phone calls he's going to make. Four, if he's honest.

But he doesn't expect the one to Joe's voicemail to go anywhere, when he gets there, which is why it's at the end, and he's not making trailing to get to it. Especially when each call actually is happening for a necessary point and purpose. The third of which was still happening, and maybe that it's going well, that it's the third one to go well, is why it's already easy going, when the steady, decisive knock comes.

"--s, I'd remember if I ordered something!" is being said into the phone, sarcastically exasperated, and yet not once bit annoyed in that mock insult, voice, announcing itself with the door being pulled open, before Steve was looking down at Cath, through Kono's response about that never being true come time for the bill. Ever.

It's really sort of winning combination. Being able to make Kono laugh, hear it still in here, mischievous bright and unshaken in places, too. And Cath. Standing there, pale and smiling in sunshine, holding food boxes, smiling. Tugging his smile ridiculously wider, for the surprise.

Tilting his head, even as he said in the phone, in a pointed smugness, not looking away from her, "No, I definitely didn't order this."

[gonna_owe_me]

That gets her most winning smile, head tipping winsome to the side, as her lips press and she feels the whole expression shift from normal to one hundred percent real.

"You sure?"

Eyebrows lifting, and she looks at the boxes, like there might be an order form on top of them. "So what you're saying is you don't want this delicious Loco Moco I so nicely brought to you?"

Smile turning in an exaggerated shrug. "Oh, well. More for me."

Breezily uncaring that he's on the phone, before she lifts her eyebrows again, glances past him, shoulder nudging forward in a do you mind sort of way, so she doesn't end up standing on the step forever, while giving him a once-over, just to see what kind of damage she might be dealing with, here.

He actually looks okay, though. Shaved, neat, dressed for the weekend in jeans and the kind of casual t-shirt and overshirt that he knows cling to his shoulders in an extremely attractive sort of way. The translucency of exhaustion gone from his face, so he must have at least slept; no bleary eyes or dark circles like bruises here, which is all better than she feared, if not entirely unexpected. "If this is just delivery, I expect a decent tip."

[thebesteverseen]

Steve turned, with a roll of his eyes, without once looking truly put upon for either, as he taking the step back out of the doorway and holding the door open, not sure really which one of them was worse. Before being instantly sure, worse, was actually probably putting them in the same space together, again, for a long duration, when not under the public eye. But then they'd gotten along well then for reasons, too.

"Yeah, I should-" Steve was nodding, and closing the door behind Cath. Watching her, even he's listening to Kono's words about having a great day. That almost make him roll his eyes at the Junior High swoop to her voice there suddenly, making his raised a hand and brush fingers along the bridge of his nose and forehead, shaking his head.

"Try not to-" And he manages to keep himself from saying drown, right at the wire when it twists to. "-use up all the waves. Save some for those poor saps who think that they are surfers just because they can manage to stand up for longer than five seconds now."

The phone gets clicked, and he goes at pace without even stopping, phone in his hand, pointing at Cath. Eyes bright even for the settled weight he's getting used to hanging somewhere in the center of him, even when he's looking at her with a sheen of severity that could not be real if it tried.

"And you," Like they're one force aimed at division. "-taking back presents has got to be one of the first mortal sins."

Which is, at least followed, with pushing his phone in a pocket and heading toward her. "It does smell good."

[gonna_owe_me]

She waits until he's hung up with who she guesses is probably Kono, what with the references to surfing that are almost definitely not anything that makes sense for Danny, or even Chin, before giving that scolding the cheeky grin it deserves, and shaking her head at the second comment.

"No, it smells great, and I am the greatest for bringing it to you."

Pulling the boxes back towards herself, but unable to keep her smile from pulling at the corners of her mouth or eyes, before she gives in and hands one box over. It smells awesome, really: gravy and fried egg and the rich brown smell of hamburger. Stuff she'd never had before coming to Pearl, that Steve had told her about years ago, laughing at the face she'd made at the idea, but she has to admit, it is good stuff, and she's hungry.

"I thought you might not have had lunch yet. Or gone shopping, what with the recent flights."

And ensuing chaos, that she doesn't need to mention, yet.

"Besides, I thought you might be up for a run or the beach, unless you're busy."

Which is possible, but unlikely. The house looks like it's been kept fine while he's been working, and he'd had all morning to get errands done, and Steve doesn't exactly hang around waiting for afternoon to slip by before getting on top of his to-do list.

[thebesteverseen]

She plays with the box, pulling it back to her, before finally relenting and holding it, and there's something to having her in the room that makes it lighter again. Put more air back into this space, that hasn't been here in a few hours. Not since Danny left to get Grace. Which it's not necessary. He's gotten on with his morning. But it definitely doesn't suck either. That smile, or the way the morning is going easier than expected all around.

Popping the top of the box open and getting an even stronger cloud of the smells from inside, and listening to his stomach turn over inside the clench of his muscles, like a small ravenous monster. As if, even if he hasn't really noticed being hungry, he's been starving. What without breakfast, any plan for lunch, and only half of that shake. That he left somewhere.

She's still talking, as he's looking up, smile tucking into one side as she offering both out and a workout. None of the three, four options, presented which, he's actually against. The food. Her. Getting out. Being busy. "You are the best."

Which gets a a slightly over the top focus, before he's waving with his box toward the kitchen, and headed toward that way.

"Real forks? Chopsticks? Lady's choice? I have water and juice, and beer," Which is tossed in, not so much because he thinks it'll be picked right before heading out, but because he's trying to remember if there is anything else. "-but most everything else is still cleared out between the last two weeks."

Danny was kind of right about that. If he didn't think about, sometimes his fridge never got emptied or filled to be emptied.

[gonna_owe_me]

"Fork, and...water," she decides, trailing after him, her free hand tucking into one back pocket. "Even if I'd have to roll instead of run if I eat all this, or risk siesta time, in which case, the beach is definitely the place to be."

Smiling, and easy-going, because it could go either way, and she'd be fine with it. Fill up on comfort food early in the afternoon, nap away the hot hours, and head out when it gets cooler, or eat half now, and the other later, when they forget dinner, and add in whatever in between. A run, surfing, swim, whatever. They've got all afternoon, and he should probably get out of the house for a little while for a reason that doesn't involve work. "How's Kono?"

Which is just an easy way to ask how the rest of everyone else is, too, because she's never known him to talk about Kono, but not Chin, and Danny usually gets in there, somewhere, too, when Steve is amused and relating the most recent insults against his island or Danny's ability to take offense at literally any words offered.

Wandering into the kitchen, sliding her tote off her shoulder and onto the island top, before leaning onto it, forearms on the cool surface, to wait for her silverware and drink, if he's getting it. Eyes following his movements, crinkled at the edges, because it's Steve, and even if it's been a shit week, it's still good to see him. It's been a while, and that's not unusual, but it just makes that little swell of affection all the sweeter when he's actually right there in front of her.

[thebesteverseen]

Steve carried the box in one hand, and riffled a drawer in the other. Tucked his fork, under his thumb, under his own box. Snagged her a glass, in the same hand as her fork, leaving the cupboard open, and turn back to hold the pair out to her. The rest she could get herself. It wasn't like she didn't know the kitchen as well as pretty much anyone else who'd ever stayed a while here.

Waiting until she took it to lean back on the counter, pulling out his fork and flipping the top. In the middle of cutting up the fried egg and hamburger, mixing everything down those cuts, as he realized that question sort of opened a whole word of things she didn't just know. Reminding him of her telling her about how Delano got out, and Wo Fat jot jacked, but not how or why for anything.

Who else had been involved. There'd been so much. All the dominoes. All his people. He took a bite, thinking.

Hand still raised, half covering his mouth, as he shifted his head, side to side. Because, really, he has to start somewhere.

"Good. Not as good as she wants it to sound like she is, but good. Better than she could be after having herself and her family mixed up in the mess with Delano." But she was strong. Kono was. She bounced back every time, fast and fierce, refusing to let something else kick her down too long. Which Steve would have, honestly, been sad to see go anywhere but back up.

Making him almost regret that he didn't get to lay into Delano before Chin. And. Chin. That was. He'd have to get to that.

[gonna_owe_me]

It cues up mild surprise, arching her eyebrows as she accepts the glass and fork, sticking the latter into the patty in her own box and levering herself off the island to make for the sink with the first, casting a look at Steve as she does.

"Kono got mixed up with Delano?"

She vaguely remembers hearing about Delano, before. The dirty cop who pulled so many strings he was practically a puppeteer. Wasn't Kono mixed up with him earlier this year? Something about undercover that no one really explained all that thoroughly and that she didn't have time to ask about before getting shipped out again. Even a wide cast of her memory doesn't bring up much; she fills her glass and drinks off half of it against the heat from outside before filling it again and heading back to her own meal.

And, yeah, it's good. Breaking off a chunk of burger, dipping it in egg and gravy, piling some rice on top, and she's hungry, chews and swallows before turning her curiosity back on Steve.

"Sounds like there's been some action over here."

[thebesteverseen]

"Kidnapped by," Steve corrected, after swallowing a second bite of food. Thick gravy and egg white, mixed in with the rice and egg yolk. "Actually--"

And he was about to clarify she wasn't alone. Or just kidnapped. Or that it stopped at just kidnapping and drownings. Because Malia. Even if they both were. And Chin. Except Delano traces back even further than that. They just hadn't known they'd been chasing his shadow, being played by him the entire day before that, too.

"It's a really long story, that didn't get cleaned up until the middle of yesterday either." The same time as his own mess. Delano. Delano and Wo Fat working together, which he hadn't even known at the time he'd told Cath that they'd both gotten loose in less than twelve hours. Which, there are ways to try and shorten the press room speech.

There's a wave a general wave of his fork, mostly because of a gesture with his finger, pointing more toward than actually at her. "You have any time to catch the news yet?"

[gonna_owe_me]

The fork pauses halfway to her mouth.

"Kidnapped?"

Steve's still eating, and he's not out exacting revenge, so Kono must be okay, though Cath has to imagine she's pretty shaken up. "I guess that's what you were taking care of yesterday, huh?"

When he left her alone with his mother, and trusted her to keep Doris safe.

"Wow." The fork goes back down, though she doesn't take her fingers off it, as she watches Steve eat, waving his own fork, conversationally, like this is too much of a story to retell, though she shakes her head at his question. "Not really. I was working yesterday and this morning. Not exactly checking CNN."

She considers it, for a minute, wondering if she should ask for details, not sure they'd actually be given, or are actually needed, because there is no way that sentence does not get worse before it gets better, and her heart goes out to Kono, who has always seemed too self-confident to ever be brought down. Brash and a little foolhardy at times, but fully capable, always with a ready, easy-breezy smile and a friendly shoulder punch.

"But she's doing okay now?"

[thebesteverseen]

Steve settles against the counter. He's got half a file on this, and they'll all be writing it up a while. Half the team wasn't even required in yesterday after they hit the Safe House and found Doris. Danny's might be almost done. Steve'd had a time of it, trying to really stayed focused on anything while his mother walked around looking at framed pieces, making odd little noises or asking questions.

He jaw clenched, tongue working over his top teeth under his lip for a moment, staring at the box, thinking about just how much. And how quickly could he just detail it out. He put his fork into the pile of food, looking up and raising a hand, barely. It hovered in front of his chest, between him and the half-closed box. As he looked at her, all seriousness shading down away the earlier humor.

"Chief Fryer's murderer." One finger. "Delano's associate."

"The person who shot Max, and blew up The HPD." Second one. "Same person."

"Delano took Kono and Malia to frame his own release, and escape. He tried to drown one and shot the other."

And if there's a third and fourth finger, he's, also, focusing somewhere in the air between them. Both of those matter. One of them is cleared up. The other had very positive signs showing. And both of them are still sharp. He should have been here. And yet.

What he'd learned. What he'd found. Could he take that back now? Not at the cost of Malia. But. And what did that even say of him? Now, with whatever it was Doris had done. Not done.

"He--well, either he or Wo Fat," The hand tenses, fingers sort of lost from counting, curling hard, before they go back out. A too sharp gesture. But he can't stop, even for her reactions. "They were working together, but there's no telling which way it went, when or how yet. His people are probably-" And he hates the inaccuracy that seeps in here. "-the one who helo-lifted the heavy-transport, since we caught footage of Delano bringing him back on land."

"Which was before they broke back in HPD, during the clean-up, to rob Narco for the last big ice bust from Kailua."

Yeah. Okay. He's not just a little sorry he didn't get to hurt Delano, himself. One bullet feels way too fast for what he did.

[gonna_owe_me]

This time, she's got a forkful of loco moco in her mouth when Steve starts ticking things off, and her eyebrows keep ratcheting up as she chews, listening to the list, swallowing too soon and feeling the bite go down in a painful, solid lump that pushes all the way into her stomach. "Oh my God."

So Wo Fat and Delano are working together, and this whole week, the last few days, everything from murdering the Police Chief and blowing up HPD can be traced back to the two of them?

She wishes Doris had managed to shoot Wo Fat when she had the chance. She wishes she had.

Fork going back to rest in her food, ignored for the moment. "Is Malia -- ?"

Malia. Chine's wife. Who Cath hasn't met, but had seen Chin smiling and cheerful, sweetly infatuated with her at the fundraiser last year, the last time she'd seen them all. He'd been happy, with that comfortable, certain happiness of a man entirely in love and at peace with it, despite being teased about Valentine's Day and the things he hadn't done for his ... was she his wife, or fiancee, then?

And Kono. Tried to drown her?

At least Delano's out of the picture, from the few details she got after Steve got to the safe house. Still, Wo Fat is arguably worse, and now still at large, with all this tacked onto the list of atrocities already committed. Too many of them against Steve and his family and his team.

[thebesteverseen]

"Better." He says it, because he means it, but it's sharp on his tongue.

The next words softer, more manageable because of it. Even when his thoughts are with Chin, and the way he'd looked when he walked back. That weary exhausted admission, that seemed more real and yet more hallow. Things happened in shoot outs, and they couldn't be absolutely sure until asked or admitted, unless it was on tape.

But Steve was pretty sure of what he saw there, more than he wants to be sure of it. More than he wants to admit that it didn't bother him the way it should. The way that he would let it whenever that conversation ever did take place. Which wasn't for that day, or yesterday, or this morning.

"She was awake for four or five minutes this morning." Steve picked up his fork, collecting another bite. More because his stomach seemed to be trying to trottle him into acknowledging the presence of food, and reminding him he'd never really even touched the Asian food Danny had piled at him yesterday, on a whole day running with little eaten in it.

"First time since he found her in their house two days ago." Since he had to choose between the two people he loved most. "She's sleeping, again, now. But the doctor's said it was a good sign for her recovery."

[gonna_owe_me]

"Wow."

It's not much, really not enough, but it's something, as she sips at her water and tries not to imagine what that must have been like; coming home, finding his wife wounded and bleeding on the floor. The loco moco seems to have lost some of its appeal, and she pushes it around, briefly, gives it up for the moment, looking back up at Steve's continuation, with relief.

"Good." It is. Those things can be touch and go, but it's got to be a good sign if people wake up, right? Even if it's only briefly. "Chin must be so relieved. They only just got married, too, right?"

She remembers that. Hearing about Steve being best man, which was both sort of amusing and altogether sweet in a way that made her smile just to think about. How pleased he must have been, even if he didn't really see it for what it was: just another way the people around him care about him, want him in their lives.

It's a little strange, this new life of his. It comes with stability, and friends who have been around for over two years, now, and the kind of routine that's totally different from the sort aboard ship or on deployment. She'd never have figured civilian life would look so good on him, but she's got to say it's been a good fit, the Reserves and Five-0. Hawaii. Something she sees, now and again, in passing. Like getting postcards from the island, that don't exactly say wish you were here, but which welcome her every time.

It might not be such a bad thing to be in port for a while longer, maybe. Stay on land, near Steve, and this loyal little family he's built up around himself without even realizing it. "I'm sorry," she says, blinking as a realization of her own hits. "Did you want to go see them today? I didn't mean to interrupt anything."

[thebesteverseen]

"No, Cath. You're good," He said, with an almost strict shake of his head, blowing off the entire note in her words, before getting to the bite of food on his fork. Like he can read it, and he can. That moment where she's so sure she just landed in the wrong place at the wrong time, meaning well but getting in the way of everything else that she just hadn't known was there.

When, really, even for only ten or fifteen minutes she's been a nice sudden brightness to the day he didn't know what he was going to to with for a little.

"I was considering stopping by in the evening, making sure whether he's eaten or if needs anything. Wants anything for Malia, brought from their house, now that she's awake. But-" There's a gesture. Just. With a small gesture with that loaded fork. "-later."

"This-" which continues, with a shift, to the box. "-was actually perfectly timed. And, you know, if you wanted to come, I'm sure they both wouldn't mind more friendly faces, especially after your pulling in for everyone when it was needed this week." That she'd been the only reason, even over SWAT, Steve could walk away from the safe house and turn his focus on his case.

Because he could trust her. And did. Beyond question. Beyond her own doubts. She always came through. Always. Which leaves him sort of studying her through taking the bite of food. Grateful, fond, sideways from waiting for the answer, as well.

[gonna_owe_me]

"Well, timing is everything." She gives him a little, slightly pressed smile. "You don't think they'd mind?"

Asked with a certain degree of skepticism, that still doesn't turn her answer into a no. If anything, she'd like that. It might be sort of awkward, but there can't possibly be any degree of awkward worse than sitting around with Doris, trying to figure out how much, if any, of her relationship with Steve Cath really wanted to tell her about.

But Steve will give her his actual opinion, and he wouldn't offer if he didn't think it would be fine, or if he didn't want her to come. They've known each other too long and too well to dance around questions of when she should appear and for how long, and it works.

Still, this isn't exactly the best possible way to meet Malia for the first time.

He starts eating again, and she does, too, because that is all terrible and a messed-up week, but his people are still in one piece, and there's nothing else to do about it right now, and no way that skipping lunch will help.

Besides, it is tasty, and that other comment makes her smile a little wider, if a little more crookedly amused. Shoulder tipping in a shrug. "Just glad to help out. I needed something to do with my free time, anyway."

[thebesteverseen]

"Of course not," words totally thrown toward the air without much focus before another bite. Focused far more on chewing, and getting rid of the suddenly present gnawing feeling in his stomach. Because they don't need looking up or paying attention to. He wouldn't offer, especially now, if he hadn't meant it. There were a lot of people he wouldn't let anywhere near Chin yet. But not Cath.

He caught the crooked smile, swallowing a bite that might have been too big, and he'd care more about what it was or wasn't but after swimming, before the beach or a run, after the last two days, it was perfect. And Cath had a pretty steady knack for being in the right place at the right time just when he needed someone. There weren't many people he'd give that much.

"How's The Enterprise?" He shifted, realizing they were still in the kitchen and made a gesture toward the living room or dining room doors, like it was a question for her. In for things and updates, and back out. Like it all fit in the same flow. "Not that I'm against not having to plan my lunch, but I'm surprised you've got the day."

That if she'd been available when he called, she wouldn't have some current shifts right after. Or maybe took more time since he took over hers with little more than a request, and tossed her trailer into the middle of his unexpected family drama, and she'd still appeared little more than a day later, laden and still smiling. He had covered that she won under best, right?

[gonna_owe_me]

"Oh, I had some leave coming to me." Accompanied by a smile just this side of smug, and mischievous. "You're not the only one who owes me. There are a few strings I have available to pull, when I feel like getting away for a little while."

Easy. Breezy. It's not like she's doing this just for him, or wouldn't want the time, or wouldn't come see him even if there hadn't already been a shocking twist to his week. Maybe she wouldn't have taken leave so quickly; might have waited for him to call her, a few weeks into being in port, but that doesn't change the basics of this. Looking each other up, if they're on the same spit of land for a day or a week.

She picks up her box, turns to head into the dining room, all flooded with brilliant sunlight, and she chooses the largest puddle of it, pulls a chair into it, and sits down, crossing one long bare leg over the other and digging back into her lunch. "Everything's fine. It looks like we might be in port for a little while; no orders to head right back out again."

Her smile tilts at him. "Just long enough to find my land legs again, probably. But it's nice to have a little space and some time away. Not to mention --" Lifting the box, as an example. Fresh food, beer, beaches and cars; yeah, it's not so bad being back on land, even not including Steve in the mix.

[thebesteverseen]

"Good." Because it is, and, his tally not withstanding, Pearl's one of the good places to be stuck in comparison to several others.

Steve closed the cupboard behind him and followed after her. Grabbed a chair and settled in, still working on his pile of food that was more than half gone already. It was hard to say if he was tasting it as much as inhaling it, or maybe inhaling it because it actually did taste pretty great. Either way, another thing ticked off the list for this part of today.

Plus. Yeah. He gets that.

Even does miss it, on the curve of her smile, when she settles in the sun, with that reference. It's so easy to fall in love with the world for a few days, a week, maybe two. To get caught up in the parts that seem like insane, luxury, gifts to everyone but civilians. Food. Beaches. Relaxed clothes. An extra hour of sleep. Suck the marrow from those times.

When the rest of it will all be away. At sea. On mission. Busy. Focused. Dedicated. Ready.

Steve was nodding, swallowing a bite, before, "Your last run?"

Which was generic enough it could have been the exact last one or the whole run of them during the months since she'd last been here. Not that he expected pinpoint details, either. But it was worth asking. It was the job she loved doing and the sum of those months, too. More common than asking someone how either of their family was.

And. She knew his. At least up until that last point, ground in glass dust on him.

[gonna_owe_me]

"Nothing major."

Maybe a little bittersweet, with the look towards Norfolk in the not too distant future, but routine. "Support in the Gulf with the Abraham Lincoln."

Faintly newsworthy, having two carriers in the same waters, but no more so than a few years ago. "Some action off Somalia, but no surprises. You know the drill."

The Enterprise has been home for longer than most of her apartments, and that's how she likes it. Sure, it's nice to be in Pearl for a while, good to see Steve, a luxury to be on land, but there's a lot of affection in her voice for an old warship, that sometimes gets strange looks from people who aren't part of the life.

She leans back in the chair, basking without shame in the fall of sunshine. "Had some downtime in Jebel Ali. I may have picked up a trinket or two." Bright and pleased, maybe a little teasing, watching him with the same warmth that's filling up the dining room. He looks the same as ever. Maybe not so sharp around the edges, maybe a little more gray in his hair, but she knows the tattoos hidden under those shirt sleeves, and the way he holds himself, and it's all the same, even if they're both so much older, now.

It seems like those days in port, finding tiny restaurants that more often than not got left before the food even arrived, wandering streets and attempting to trade with natives and languages nothing like their own are decades ago, sometimes.

"How about you? This last week aside, I mean. Everything still going well with Five-0? Any celebrity catches I should be impressed by?"

[thebesteverseen]

It doesn't take him much to be spurred toward the notes of what make his team. The way they pull together, and how they bite against the current everyone else would just go with. "Max figured out who the actual Trash-man serial killer was, and freed the man who'd been put away for it decades ago."

He's filling a fork but not lifting it, as files are whizzing past him. "Chin and Danny ended up mainland'd over in Los Angeles helping an old colleague of mine in NCIS. Between them, they took out Dracul Comescu and helped to keep a new small pox epidemic breakout from starting."

Both of which are said with some pride and no lack of surprise. He believes in the work his people do for a reason. They don't let him down, even when they have to fight him to prove a point, and they've won by their gut, even against him. It's why he trusts them at his back. And. Yeah. Neither of those are his. Which he's getting more as he says, but it like wading into the pool of what Cath doesn't know.

And then realizing there's still more. And there's always a lot. But it's not usually this kind of a lot. And, he's not so much avoiding it, but touching it, will toss open the door. Then, it's all just dominoes and missteps. International terrorists and ghosts, both handing themselves to him only on their own terms, and both vanishing back into the night, through his fingers.

He isn't actually good at pausing anyway, when the shorted way through is in. Going off like a gun, with a bang.

"But aside from bringing Wo Fat in," And the tone there is disregard enough. It's not pity, or a request for sympathy, but there's no boast in it. A single fact. Just like there hadn't been any when he caught him, sitting down, drinking his tea. Or watching him, stone-faced, saying we'll see as the door closed. He should have known better. "-I only got back in two weeks ago, too."

Barely two weeks. Barely two days. It was all the same thing right? Except those two weeks were full of things, too.

[gonna_owe_me]

She's impressed, and a little affectionately interested at the pride and certainty in his tone. Steve trusts his team, but there's more to it than that. He'd handpicked them, and he's always been good at seeing potential where other people might gloss over it. The task force has done some amazing stuff, and she's a little biased, knowing he leads them, but he's taking no credit for any of this, which leads to faint surprise at his last admission.

"Sounds like they kept pretty busy without you."

She doesn't really know the team all that well. Danny she remembers as being a bundle of motion, with a cocky set to his shoulders despite being shorter than she is; Kono, all easy smiles and rookie enthusiasm mixed with a seriously impressive left hook. Chin, quieter than the others, but always a solid presence.

Details. Nothing she's experienced first-hand with any of them to take Steve's lack of surprise in stride, though she'll take his word for it.

Still, she gives him a curious glance over her glass of water. "Were you at drill?"

Not yet, right? It wasn't all that long ago he was aboard the Enterprise, although months do sort of slip into each other and start passing without her being able to keep track without the occasional interruptions of leave or holidays, most of which get mainly glossed over.

[thebesteverseen]

"In Asia--"

He says before he can let himself think about. The way he shoots, runs and jumps. The proper response and the honest one. Not that he would lie to Cath. Evade things, now and then. But he wouldn't have mentioned being gone at all if be was doing that.

But an ending deserves a beginning. Just as short and sharp and true to the point. If his voice gets thicker with unspoken words without his even meaning for it to happen.

"--chasing down Shelburne." Beat. A flick in his expression. "Doris."

It's still almost easier to compartment those as two. Two different people until two days ago. Shelburne who was the reason his mother died, his father was killed, his sister was kidnapped, he was tortured. The person who terrified Wo Fat. Somehow known by Joe. Sideways connect to Nosimuri.

And. Then, Doris. His mother. Who had been alive on the other side of a door.

Who didn't simply start the boulder rolling in an explosion, but with a choice and walking away.

[gonna_owe_me]

In retrospect, she's not all that surprised that Steve decided to take looking for Shelburne into his own hands. The whole sequence of events is more than a little confused for her: he hadn't exactly given her a lot of details, just asked for a favor every now and again, and the name Shelburne had started popping up with increasing frequency.

Until she found out that he'd been taken captive in North Korea, and found by Joe White and his team.

It's undoubtedly a good thing for her career that they hadn't asked her for help on that, hadn't let her know -- not that any of Five-0 have a good way of reaching her quickly without Steve -- but she still feels a degree of chilliness at how that might all have turned out; the ghost of an op gone wrong.

Not that any of them can dwell on possibilities that never came to fruition, so she pushes past it, because Steve's right here and fine, and he'll get through this like he's gotten through everything. She's just here to make sure he doesn't forget about the good things, along the way. "Did she get off okay, yesterday?"

She's not here to rehash Steve's actions, or make any kind of judgment on anybody. Being around Doris was awkward enough, but the very real danger of Wo Fat means that the important thing is Doris' inability to stay on the island.

Meaning, Steve just lost his mom, again.

It's not a topic she has much experience with approaching; how do you talk to someone about their mom, who was dead for twenty years and then showed up alive and well in Japan, and who is overly interested in your relationship with her son? Even with all the years between them, every intimacy and every time he's had her back or she's had his, she really doesn't know how to ask him about it.

So she just takes the direct route. They've always been honest with each other, and she bets he'd hate feeling coddled more than anything else, right now.

[thebesteverseen]

"Yeah." There's a nod, but there isn't much else.

When he's scraping together what's probably the first of his last two bites left, and thinking a whole mess of other things. That she got off fine. That her plane leaving was far easier than his original plane getting back here. That that isn't all that important or new to him, no matter how much Danny looked pissed and shot when he was told.

That Cath and Danny, and what they need to know, is so vastly different.

Cath wouldn't be all that surprised he walked away from from a plane crash that bad, trekked through the jungle taking people out as needed, and still brought the idiot, who got away, in. Maybe could have even guessed the consideration of shooting him between the eyes that hadn't existed for more than a flicker of a second.

But that wasn't the only thought. No. Oily and sideways and sliding cold in with it, is that thought about how everything had been pretty regimentally on track with her leaving. All things in accordance.

All security checks. No distractions. That everything had been fine.

Until she left the ground, while Danny was saying those words.

What the evidence said. Which went against the statements of everyone there. Settled like an irritable itch between his shoulder blades, where he just couldn't reach to make it be quiet or leave everything else alone. When he could ask her, again. But they have her statement from the night, and he was there for that.

There's something like tar sticking his lips together, tense hold set even when his jaw isn't set. When all he does is focus on taking those two bites, and eating the end of the box of the food in his hand. Thinking about those minutes racing into that room, again. Cath and Doris already there, both wide-eyed. Wo Fat already gone.

Danny's voice, like the wind through it all, three bullets were in the floor.

No, I'm saying, why didn't she kill him when she had the chance?